CHAPTER 22

Me : a9laaaaan Ana Weya rifeejty mir6ab6eeen .

Suddenly another person spoke .

..... : mir6aba6a ma3a mino ????

I turned around to find Yousif . Wait what is he doing here ?

Yousif : laish matikalimayin haaaa *screaming*

Me. : Yousif lat9ari5

Yousif : shlon ma a9aaaari5 ..... Goolily mino Hal 7aywan wa Ana a2dba .

Yousif was on fire . You could c his face red . I hated that side of Yousif

Me : Yousif ma Ana mo mirtab6a , bss gilt chithee 3ashan hathoool il i9bayan iyroo7oon .

Yousif : la wa ba3ad 6al3eeeen ibrooo7kum wa ray7eeen Starbucks


Me :Wa a9lan ishga3id itsawe ihne ?

Yousif : Ana il 7aywan ily 6ag 6reej wa yaye ihne 3ashanich ... Bss il '9ahir matabeeene ag3ad .

Yousif left before i could say another word . oh nooooooooo , I hurt yousif's feelings :/ , not again . I looked at Emma and u could c the look on her face . She looked surprised . I let out the tears of guilt . Emma grabbed me then gave me a warm hug that I really needed .

Emma : what ever happened between you and your cousin , I hope things will work out .

Me : me too *sniff*

Emma : come on turn that frown upside down

I put on a slight smile to assure Emma' that I'm alright .

* YOUSIF'S P.O.V *

Ouchhhhh ! Dana really hurt my feelings. It's like she took my heart and broked it into many pieces that can't be fixed . Dana was the last person on earth that I would want to c get hurt from . I held the pain in my shattered heart , but I don't think that the pain can't stay there for a long time , I wanted the pain to heel fast and the only thing that will heel my broken heart was Dana being mine . But that is a thing that will take a very long time to happen . Patience is what I have left now .

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I entered the shalaih hoping that Yousif was inside , so I could talk to him and apologize . But unforchunatly I didn't find him nor his car , so he might have left . I decided to take my beats and sit on the soft sand and listen to music to clear my mind off .











''There’s nothing I could say to you
Nothing I could ever do to make you see
What you mean to me
All the pain the tears I cried
Still you never said goodbye and now I know how far you’d go
I know I let you down but it's not like that now
This time I’ll never let you go

I will be all that you want and get myself together
Cause you keep me from falling apart
All my life I’ll be with you forever
To get you through the day and make everything OK

I thought that I had everything I didn’t know what life could bring
But now I see honestly
You're the one thing I got right
The only one I let inside
Now I can breathe 'cause you're here with me
And if I let you down I’ll turn it all around
Cause I would never let you go''









the song was sad and the meaning behind it was even sadder . Tears started find its way out of my eyes . 1 after the other . I realized , I changed not little but alot . I'm not Dana , the Dana who loved life and everything was perfect now I'm Dana who's life is falling out , drama , love and all that , it was just too much for me to handle . But I had to accept that fact that life is like a Roller coaster , it has ups and downs . All of a sudden I felt a tap on my shoulder . I turned around to find Emma . I removed my headphone and the Emma spoke .

Emma : I talked to Derek just now and he says hi .

Me : oh ya , how is he

Emma : he is good , and he was asking about u and Ahmed.

Me : what did u tell him

Emma : I told him that u guys are alright .

Ms : gd .

Emma : Dana how about we watch a movie , forget about the world for a bit and just have fun , we are young .

Me : ok let's to GURL !

Emma and I entered the shalaih and we placed in the movie ' SMILEY ' . And we started watching it .






1 hour








2 hours









The movie finished .

Emma : the movie was scaaaaaary !

Me : not really !

Emma : we will c !

Me : what do u mean ?

Emma smiled and said : nothing

I felt something evil was coming after that smile . I shifted my eyes towards my watch and it was 6:30 . Oh sh*t I have half an hour left till 7:00 and I will have to meet up with Ahmed .

Me : Emma , I'll go get my bag and I'll come .

Emma : ok

I ran to my room and I took my bag + phone with me as I was going out , suddenly Emma screamed really loud on my face . I jumped from my please . And I placed my hand on my heart .

Me : emmaaaaa * pushed her In a playful way*

Emma : *laughing her ass of * u should have seen the look on ur face .

Me : I'll get u back , so be ready .

Emma : i am

Me : ok I'll go now , are u sure u will be ok ?

Emma : yes , don't worry now go

Me : ok and If u need anything call me

Emma : WIll do , come on ur hubby is waiting for u

Me : ok

I left the shalaih and I drove off to address that Ahmed gave me .